Sunday, February 15, 2004

 
Dear folks, as promised, I've shifted my blogs to a new website. But I'm not gonna put the web address here. Msg me in MSN (fncf1984@hotmail.com) or in mIRC (Fred`BNC) if ya want it. Sorry.

I hereby announce that http://marksman.blogspot.com/ is the past. There's juz too much anger & sadness in here. ;)
Freddy posted this at 8:41 PM.

Saturday, February 14, 2004

 
Happy Valentine's Day all! I'm over the moon now! I will continue with it later...

Guess most of ya are interested to find out wat happened on Thurs morning right? Simple. I wasnt late for sch as much as I wish I could. Wat happened was really, embarassing. Ok. I make the annoucement quickly. And the PU1s laughed. Then while changing papers, my hands were shaking. Sheesh! Ahh! So god damn embarassing! I juz kept concentrating on my papers & try not to look at anyone. Told ya I got stage fear. Luckily, while reading the Chinese part. I try to claimed myself down a little. But for the rest of the day, any PU1 gals that saw me juz giggled at me. Argh. Soooooo fucking embarassing. Then some of my teachers also told me that I was too panic & that I shld look at the crowd when speaking. Ahhhh!

Slept a lot during lessons. No idea why was I so tired. Anyway during PE, we ran 1.6km outside the sch. My finishing time was 8 mins 8 secs. Not too bad. After that we were allowed to play soccer. Omfg, I so nearly scored so many times. But I was kinda cautious as my ankle was still swollen. The best shot I had was a long range shot which was bending & curling towards goal. But I knew I was not gonna score coz the shot wasnt packed with power. So yeah, the GK managed to saved it. But everyone said it was nice curler. Hee. After sch, I rushed down to EVG after sch as requested. Small stress cracks are beginning to appear within their committee. But not that bad. Arifah was not insight as I guessed she was still pissed with me. Oh well. I saw her during both my breaks & each time she juz didnt notice me. I couldnt care a little more. Lmao.

Yesterday was Total Defence Day. So boring & crappy. Only thing I enjoyed was watching those WWII videos. If only everyone History lesson I watched that, I will be passing my History easily like I did in Sec sch. Got back my Biz Mgt test too & I juz passed. Piew! Lucky me. Chinese lesson was super waste of time. That Reynn really shld learn PR stuffs. He kept wasting time by asking stupid stuffs with the teacher. Cant stand his talkative mouth.

After sch, went home straight to take a bath. Then I met up with Din at Westmall to start shopping. Finally I bought a pair of bear. Then I met up with "Bear" Kaiwei at Orchard. And we waited for almost 2 hrs for Raymond & "Phua Bei" Shawn to come. Argh. So spent our time walking abt Taka, Ngee Ann & Heeren. Kaiwei gave me lotsa interesting ideas on wat to give a gal. Hmm. Yeah, so we had lunch at Yoshinoya. Then the 4 of us went to Cineleisure to catch The Last Samurai. After buying the tickets, I ran back to Ngee Ann juz to buy a rose. Lmao. So the show ended at 11:30pm. It was a nice show, will give it a 8/10 rating. After the show, we rush for the last train. Piew lucky. So I only reached home at 12:30am...

Well overslept today. So I was a little late for training. My bag was stuffed with the bear & rose. I was constantly worried for the rose. Hopefully it isnt dead yet. I've got nothing to say abt training at MSL. But all I can say is that, sooner or later. I will take control of the footdrill training & start disciplining them. There's juz too much fun & no seriousness, not talking abt respect to the I/Cs. Really fuck up. Anyway, Yuzhi also phoned the VDD to chased them for the Logistic stuffs. Stupid Annie havent been telling us anything. So fuck up. Everything will be last min nxt wk... Argh...

Yeah. So she likes the present that I've got for her. Lmao. Too bad I cant go out with her today coz of her cousin's birthday party. Sigh, wat a waste. I've gotta thank all those who helped me in shopping for the present. Yeah! Thx folks! Had asked quite a number of gals for suggestions, Weiying, Nora, Fariha, Zulaiha & Crystal. At the end of the day, it was Crystal's & Nora's idea that I picked. Haa...
Freddy posted this at 6:18 PM.

Wednesday, February 11, 2004

 
"Watever lah k... watever lah"... K lah... now I also watever lah... Think only kau ade attitude problem isit... Macam aku tak de... orang lain dah minta maaf kan apa lagi yang kau nak... Aku cakap already... kau tak puas juz direct it at me... dont blame it on them... asal senyap ah? Kau nak lempar batu.. come lah... Jengan bising bising... Macam aku tak warn kau b4 hand... u go there sure kena laughed at... Petty like fuck like that... Think of it lah... Since when I lost my temper at u when you come report to me of this guy & that guy... U yourself also realise it is very irritating... still I listen to you... tak de complain... Then kau kurang aja... aku also tahan... U reflect yourself lah... Kau tak nak layan aku... so be it lah...

Ok, enough. Watever your final decision is, I dont care. But I juz hope u realise your mistake. Going on, nothing fucking exciting happened in sch today. Been sleeping for most lessons, so wat do u expect? As usual, the PU1s are a bunch of monkeys. Making as much noise as possible & acting like kings & queens of the sch. Not mentioning, 2 lame idiots in my class who are always disrupting lessons. Anyway, found out today that I'm no longer running for the SC/FL elections. Good. Although I didnt withdraw the way I've planned. Outta 32 candidates, almost 1/8 of them are my classmates. Wats more, only 4 of them will not be elected. Good chance for Fandi to be elected. Who cares? There are more than sufficient greedy pigs fighting with him. Anyway, everyone is allowed to vote for 10 people. Yeah, so I'm voting in the other greedy pigs who are much smarter to crush him. Let them fight it all out amongst themselves & I bet he will lose eventually. Then this stupid Guorong outrightly declared in class that he will not vote for Fandi. Duh! Another stupid guy who cant keep his mouth shut. Nevermind!

Then during Home Tutors period, I had an argument with my home tutor, Mr "Bean" Lee. Bloody hell, he says my hairstyle is totally unacceptable coz its punkish. Then several of my classmates defended me by saying that is not punk hairstyle. Anyway, blurcock Lee says I'm suppose to comb the typical nerdy hairstyle by tmr. Argh! How frustrating! Lunchtime, Vengky & I walked to the Toh Tuck HDB kopitiam to eat duck noodle/rice again. That blurcock uncle made us repeat our orders so many times.

During Library duty, I was sabotaged by Vengky to make a public annoucement during morning assembly tmr. Mustika wanted Vengky to do it & Mr Lee agreed. Then Vengky said that he had experience it last year already & so it is my turn. There I was, everyone looking at me. How to fucking avoid? So I spent the rest of the time preparing my speech tmr... Argh... I've never done it before... And I've stage fright... Damn it!

Ok enough of ranting. Must learn to keep my cool & take things with stride. No more the old volatile Freddy. Yes... And PE tmr. Damnit. How am I gonna survive without MC with an badly swollen ankle... ZzzzZ...
Freddy posted this at 8:50 PM.

Tuesday, February 10, 2004

 
Sigh. I'm feeling bad now. Hurt someone's pride juz now. I shldnt had joined in the teasing & really shld have stopped laughing. And now, she must be damn mad at me. I'm terribly sorry... Will get to tat later...

Well spent the remaining of Sun lying on my bed, trying to keep myself awake. Reason being of my medicine making me drowsy. I had initially decided to stopped taking it entire in the afternoon, but someone scolded me & nagged at me to take it. Hehe. Was kinda touched. We stopped smsing each other in the evening as she had to study. Her last sms asking me to take care of myself & take my medicine. A few hours later, after having my dinner. I was surprised tat she sms to check on me. Well I told her I did take my medicine, but I skipped some. And all I got was scolding from her. Well she put her work aside juz to check on me, but in the end I disappointed her. So I took my medicine in order not to disappoint her further. And she asked me to sleep early if I am really drowsy...

Felt a little better on Mon. Slept in sch during some lessons. Was told in the morning by Mr Liau to see him & the Principal after sch for the interview. Saw Arifah's long hair for the last time during assembly. Got my Common Test timetable. I've no papers next Mon, Fri & Sat so I dont need to go to sch. Yeah! Otherwise, I've a lot of things to study. Damn. Had debate during GP lesson. One could really see the racial differences during it. Both group consisted of at least 95% of their own race. Chinese vs Malays. Or rather, Freddy vs Fandi. Lmao. In the end, we have Regina to thank for. Didn't participate much coz I had a bad stomachache. Only thing I did was to question the contradiction in opposition's answer. Mdm Lai has gone on her maternal leave. So an old man will be replacing her for a couple of months. He's quite a interesting guy & also a well known publisher. PE was dull. Couldnt do a single pull-up this time as my left risk is still hurting. And in the end I twisted & sprained my right ankle. Duh. When to change after PE & look for Mr Liau. I couldnt find him even after asking Mr Lee. In the end, Mr Lee told me he had went home already, so I went home too.

While having my dinner yesterday, she caught me by surprise as she smsed to check on me again. And we chatted till late. Had a hard time arguing with her. So tis Sat, she refuses to go out with me & will not accept if I gave her a present. Argh... I really dont know wat to do... I had no choice but to give in to her... then again, I will buy her at least a small gift... :P

Nothing unusual happened in sch today. Fandi appear very happy today as he has past his interview. Did a rather difficult compre during GP today & Mdm Lee was sleeping while we were doing. Duh. Shld have took some pics of it & send it to the principal. Lol. Then I saw tis PU1 gal again. Omfg, she's really chio. Carrying a pink slingbag & wearing a brown uniform. Hmm, too bad Guorong & Ming Yang didnt saw it. This is my 3rd time seeing her, once in sch & the other time at Westmall last week. If only I know her... Ok then after while putting my plate, I saw this gal in blue uniform, short hair smiling at me. It took me awhile to realise it was Arifah. She looks very weird with her new haircut. So I giggled while walking past her. Then I went to see Mr Liau & he told me tat he was looking for me yesterday. He scolded me for not waiting. And so I said that Mr Lee was the one who told me that he had gone home. Whose fault? My fault? No, its Mr 'Bean' Lee. Haha. So he says tat there's no more need for me to be interviewed. Still dont get it, am I still in or not? Duh. Slept during Econs & did some tutorials during Mgt & EU Hist.

After sch, met Arifah. It took me awhile to recognise her again. Then I laughed at her. But seriously, she looks rather pleasant in her new hairstyle. Somewhat of a Primary sch gal & 'guai guai' type of gal look. I then joked if she could be my stead. In the end, I gave up joking as I went to look for Mr Chee. Told Mr Chee tat I wasnt able to attend the SC/FL meeting today. He then told me tat he was looking for me coz he wants me to join the 'Abt to form MI Entrepreneurship Youth Club' & be the Ex-Co member. I was rather shocked at the offer. I dont think I deserve such an offer. I learnt tat I will be given CCA pts for it, but I said give my ans some other time.

After sch, Arifah joined me, Raymond & Qinyi to have lunch at Westmall. Well, the stalker was stalking her again. So I had to do some bodyguard duty. Really pity her. Happy 19th birthday Raymond! Well, she muz have been bored while the 3 guys talked abt guys stuffs. After lunch, Arifah & me went to EVG. Along the way, we shared with each other our happiness. Now I bet she's in love with both Fauzy & Azlan. Omfg, cant stand her. Cant she juz decide on 1 guy & go for him? Then Arifah made me ran after the bus at the interchange, but I was limping all the way. Argh. My ankle is damn swollen now.

Alright. We reached EVG. We approached the squad & got greeted. Then, some of the Sec4s began to laughed. And as we got nearer, some other Sec3s tried controlling from laughing too. Well reason being, becoz of Arifah's hair. I couldnt control it & so I joined them in laughing. Terence past some remarks saying that she look like an office gal. I laughed & then I stopped to concentrate on the squad's marching. But then I laughed again. Boy, it got Arifah damn mad & she stormed out of the sch. Before I realised tat she was angry, I chased after her. She scolded a "Fuck" before stepping out. I gave up chasing after her. She was really mad this time. I tried smsing her but she juz refuses to take my apology. Sigh... I really shldnt have join in the laughter & instead stopped them from teasing her. Hai...

Arifah, maafkan saya. Pls do not blame any of the Sec3s or 4s. It is aku salah. Maaf. Do watever u want to me.
Freddy posted this at 8:42 PM.

Sunday, February 08, 2004

 
Continue...

Sorry, was feeling very drowsy juz now having taken my medicine. CK, this is the part I wanna u to read if u can. I dont care if ya gonna give me some negative comments again, but I juz appreciate comments nowadays. So this was wat happened yesterday during meeting for CU04 (Camp Unity 2004). Both Karin & me were dead tired after a sleepless night. She was falling asleep while I was eating my lunch. And after I ate, it was my turn who was falling asleep. So after 2 hrs of meeting, nothing has been settled or finalise for the camp. Throughout the meeting, I only absorbed like 10% of wat was going on. Either I was busy concentrating on my food or too sleepy. Those present was Yuzhi, Karin, Johnny, Hafiz & me. But wat happened after meeting was juz... ok I'm lost of words here...

Yuzhi asked me why didn't I turn up for training at MSL yesterday. Yeah, I've got no good reason so I juz kept my mouth shut. Then she asked me is it becoz Fri's attendance was poor? Nah, that's juz the FDCom squad. Not the unit as a whole. Then she went on & say that I should not get Ee Ling & Freddie to update me after every training as they might think that the rest of the VIs or teachers are not updating me. But I juz dont understand wat's the problem with them updating me. Getting them to update me at least shows that I still bother abt MSL. If I really had no more interest in MSL, why even bother to ask them to update me? Duh!

Yuzhi then said I can always get her or Hafiz to update me. Ok, she being my senior, I nod my head & say ok, I will do that next time. Then I asked her a question, but how come I never receive any constant updates from her & Hafiz at all? Then she said I never asked, but then she giggled admitting, "Yeah, its not my style to update u all... hehe..." Duh! Ok, nvm. Again she being my senior & she gaining my respect, I kept quiet.

Then she said that if I dont go back, I will lose all creditability & that's why they dont respect me. So untrue. She says that she always tries to show herself at MSL whenever possible. That is why they still respect her. But then the bloopers came again, "Opps, actually in fact the Sec4s dont show me respect even when I'm there..." She said it yourself, she knows that they have stepped on her head before too. It is not abt me being there anot, it is juz that its their culture juz like taking training seriously. Whose fault? My fault isit? No. I was there trying to correct it but it didnt work till today.

Next she asked me is it becoz of my probs with the Sec4s that's keeping me away from MSL. Actually, now it is not. Over the last 2 trainings, I've learnt that they themselves realise that they are juz dont take training serious enough. It is not me being harsh on them. Great, I am glad they realise that. On top of that, many of them have been asking where am I. Some even asking me to go back asap to scold them. I'm more than happy to learn that. On top, they all greet & talked me without any grudges as I can see. Only problem is the "queen-of-all" chairperson. Lol. She still has a prob with me after last Dec's incident. Look, I've got no probs with that now. Then Yuzhi said that from now if I go back, I will not take the Sec4s. Weird, VI not taking his own committee members juz becoz of a "queen". Nah, when I'm back. I will take all. If the "queen" still shows me her attitude, I will do wat I deem right.

Finally she went on to ask me, whether am I staying at MSL anot. She & u (CK) has discussed that from now till June, I will be under probation. If I still fail to turn up for training, I will be transferred. She say I may not get the sch (around Woodlands) that I want. Blah blah blah. Ok ok fine. Yes, I'm staying with MSL. I will stick by my word, duh. I will go back regularly once the footdrill competition is over.

So wat's my plans when I get my ass back to MSL? Continue from where I left. I will still be scolding & punishing them. No way I'm gonna change my style. That's the only way MSL can become as good as EVG, if not better one fine day. I will learnt to bear (as much as possible) with my attp vice chairperson, till the day I can officially kick her butts outta the unit. No, I'm not gonna change my style. And if she really pisses me off again, I will still screw her the way I screwed, Freddie last time.

Till then... I will be back.
Freddy posted this at 3:48 PM.

 
Pssssst! Nvm, coming to the part later. Why why. Interesting happenings at MSL. But before I start off, CK, I hope u are reading this. Pls give me your comments later. Yes.

Spoke to Freddie on Thurs night & he told me of probs in the unit. 1st, the boys wanna quit the FDCom. Why? Always training, no personal time. Why? Teacher too strict. Now, there is a mini mutiny with the teachers by the Sec4s boys, boycotting training. Whose fault? My fault? I never taught them to rise up against teachers. 2nd, some of my dear Sec4s wanna quit RCY. Why? Too much footdrill makes them sick. They joined RCY becoz of 1st Aid. Why? They have lost the passion for RCY. Whose fault? Ok, too much footdrill is partially my fault. I admit. But, even after so much footdrill. Why are my Sec4s still able to commit basic mistakes when they are Sec4s already? So now is it completely my fault to have so much footdrill training when they cant get the simplest things right? 3rd, poor attendance & attitude towards training. This part, it was Dinah who told me. U know, their attitude towards training is an old prob. Whose fault? My fault? No. Whenever I scold them, they treat it like wind & they will say that I'm too strict.

Ok. After talking to Freddie, I thought it was time to go down MSL to get somethings settled. So I went to MSL on Fri afternoon. And wat I saw really made me lost for words. Freddie & the boys meant it, they didnt turn up for training. Only 6 people in the squad, plus Khadijah, Syahidah, Syikin with the queen-of-all joining later & Dinah joining later. Pathetic. Good thing was, they all greeted me though in the wrong manner. I held a short meeting with Azizah, Khadijah, Syahidah & Syikin. Asked them abt the unit probs but apparently watever the boys are doing, they dont know. Then I asked them abt Miss Neo. Khadijah say she is strict but Syahidah (for the 1st time?) admit that they are not serious during trainings. So wat am I gonna do abt it? My fault that I never discipline them? Anyway, met Miss Thilagam too & discussed of their probs. Yeah, she says she will have a full squad on that day. Good then. I've done my part & I'll take my leave since attendance was poor too.

Then I went to the EVG Sec1 orientation camp run by the Sec3s. It was worst than their previous camp. They were stuck with administrative work for more than a hour. I was really pissed off & wanted to scold the Sec3s. Then the Sec1s make matters worst. So noisy & playful. They juz didnt take instructions seriously. In the end the Sec4s & ex seniors had to scold them. Finally, it was bunk inspection time. It was really a killer. I juz scolded them & warned them abt subsquent inspections as it was their 1st ever camp. Being rational here. By then, everything was a hour behind schedule. Then Mr Sui talked to me & said from now on, I will run the camp for the day making sure that every program goes according to time. Duh! I went there to slack & in the end I had to keep check of time. During campfire, I was (duh) sabo-ed. But it was fun, compared to the previous one. Atmosphere was gd & so I took part in some of the performance. Many of their ex seniors came back, some whom I never see before (Linda & Vincent etc). Most of them stayed on to help out the camp too. Without the Sec4s & their ex seniors, the camp would have been a total failure for the Sec3s.

Then during the Night Trail, I had to accompany Terence in the toilet playing ghost. Well, it was suppose to be the gals job. But they were afraid of darkness even in a group. We were sweating madly during our stay in there. No ventilation. After the night trail, Karin came. Good, now she will dictate the camp. Hee. Mdm Aida was really pissed with the Sec1s discipline & she scolded them during supper. After their supper & bath, it was bunk inspection. Haha. I juz love this part with Karin around. She is juz able to find fault with them over the smallest of matters. After inspecting the boys, she threw them to me to discipline them as she headed towards the gals bunk. Ho ho ho. This bunch of boys needed to something special. I was never happy with the Bunk I/C, a Sec3, coz he didnt know how to report. I was obviously irritated by them becoz they kept figiding. So I asked them whether are they tired. They said yes. Wow. Fine. So I had to keep them awake awhile more. So I asked them to go down into pumping position & standing up again. Yeah, they were beginning to be awake. But there was this guy (Darren as I will know later...) who kept clapping his hands while going into pumping position. Their Sec4s warned him not too, but he juz kept doing it. Fine. He loves clapping his hands. 1 for all, all for 1. All give me 20 pushups then. After doing abt 10, I was still not satisfied coz they didnt do it properly. Their Bunk I/C, a Sec3, couldnt teach them properly how to do pushups as he couldnt do it properly himself. Simple, so I went down to do a few & show them wat is standard pumping. Hehe. And so they had to do it all over from 0 again. After doing 10, I asked them whether they are tired anot. "No sir. Sure? Yes sir." Good, continue then. Actually, I think they had done enough. But why, since they say "No sir" I will let them continue. My fault? No right...

After punishing them, they had to arranged wat Karin wanted before they sleep. Then I went over to the gals side. Worst. Their so timid that they didnt even dare to report to Karin. And so Karin scolded them, but I took no part in it. Its Karin, she's more than enough the Sec1s can take. After bunk inspection, we had a debrief for the Sec3s. During the afternoon, I really wanted to scold all of them during debriefing. But there was Karin, so I guess I need not have to. Besides, its their 1st time running a camp & I think I shldnt fault them. In the end, Karin didnt scold them too. Lmao. Spent the whole morning awake. Eating noodles, drinking tea instead of my coffee (Mixed it up), playing cards & walking abt. Then, I took notice of this Sec5 NPCC gal who looked at me sometimes. She's cute, but my guess is that she has a bf already. Anyway, I'm already interested in someone else too. So too bad even if she kept looking at me. Ah well. By the time sun was raising, I was damn tired. I realised that I was stupid enough to take charge of PT. I kept trying to pass my job to someone else. In the end, I thought I better keep up to my promise...

PT after flag raising. Lmao. Shiok! At least to me. Did the usual stuffs I did during PE, but the very minimal. It was enough to KO-ed almost everyone, including a sick me. Lost my voice towards the end coz my throat was dry. But thx to Arifah, she roughly knows wat I want so PT was able to continue with her help. After PT, the Sec4s wanted to vomit while both me & YS had butterflies in teh stomach. Lol. So Daniel went out to help us buy Po Cai Yun for all of us before I went home to get Yuzhi's CD. Arrived back at EVG at around 10:30am with Daniel & Stella, carrying our breakfast. Boy, I was late for bunk inspection. Karin & the others were having a great time scolding already. So I tried to join in, but I couldnt find anything to scold with them picking at anything. Instead, I was being scolded for spraying perfume. Argh. So I went to the boys bunk & stayed there. Then they kept dragging their shoes. Fedup, I warned them if they drag again, they will take out their shoes, tie it together & hang around their neck. After they were dismissed into the bunks, I stayed outside watching wat was happening at the gals bunk. A few of the boys then went to the toilet, which I allowed. But how dare they went into the gals one so I scolded them. After they returned, another boy (Cadet Darren) came towards me asking for permission to go toilet... Of coz I allowed. So he went off to the toilet. (Sounds of dragging...) Didnt I warn them not to drag? So I asked him to come back & started scolding him.

Me: "DIDNT I WARNED U ALL NOT TO DRAG JUZ NOW? AND IF SAID THAT IF U ALL DRAG THE NEXT TIME U WILL TIE YOUR SHOES TOGETHER & HANG IT AROUND YOUR NECK?"
Him: "Sir, I did not drag... u scolded me then I started dragging.."
Me: "WHAT? SO YOU ARE TRYING TO SAY I AM DEAF?"
Him: "No sir.. but I really didnt drag..." (Starting to shiver...)
Me: "SO U ARE STILL TRYING TO SAY THAT I AM DEAF? NOW TAKE OFF YOUR SHOES, TIE THEM TOGETHER & HANG IT AROUND YOUR NECK!"
Him: "No sir... but... but... I really didnt drag..." (Following my instructions.. was crying already.. and he mumbled that it was after pausing him that he started to drag...)
Me: "ANSWER ME BACK SOMEMORE!"
Him: "No sir... sorry sir..." (Crying badly by now..)
Me: (Waited until he tie his shoes together & was abt to put it around his neck...) "Now let me warn u again. The next time I hear u dragging, u are going to get it from me. Now untie your shoe & wear it on."
Him: "Yes sir..." (Still crying badly..)
Me: "AND next time I dont want to hear u answer back any of your Sirs or Mdms. IS THAT UNDERSTOOD?"
Him: "Yes sir..."

Yeah, that Darren. The attitude problem kiddo. Everyone has been complaining abt him to me. And finally I know who is this Darren. Juz a small boy. So bunk inspection continued for 45more mins with more scoldings & scoldings. YS, Terence & me took a chair & sit outside the boys bunk watching Karin & the rest scolding the Sec1 gals. Lmao. Finally at the end of bunk inspection, everyone brought their bags down to the canteen. It was only then that we were able to have our breakfast... By now, all the Sec1s were terrified by us. Mdm Aida came in, telling us it was a good thing that day know they shldnt step us. But she asked those who didnt scold to go outside & make them happy so that they will still join RCY. Haha. Definitely I'm not gonna be the one. After some of the Sec4s & ex seniors cheered them up, they did the feedback form. Many of them wrote that the instructors were fierced & some commenting that they hated us as they think we are crazy. Haha. Then Stella & Daniel saw Darren writing that he "hates Freddy Sir & Karin Mdm". They asked him why he still wants to stay on in RCY & he said, "Freddy Sir & Karin Mdm are Sec4s this year right? They are going to graduate soon right? So nevermind, I will stay on coz I can dont see them soon..."

Wahahahaha! Everyone in the room busted into laughter. Yeah, we are Sec4s. He wont see us for long. Yeah, I'm "graduating", but that was 3 yrs ago. Then I told Karin, maybe we shld wear our uniform & make him realise why is our rank in blue colour instead of white. Lil Darren can only wish that we will retire soon... Then during the award ceremony. YS came out with the "Consolation Prize to Darren." Karin was to present it to him. Lmao... U could see fear in his eyes when he was receiving the award while the rest of us were laughing.

I was dead tired after the camp & wanted to go home. But I couldnt.. coz I needa attend the meeting for CU04...

To be continued later...
Freddy posted this at 1:13 PM.

Thursday, February 05, 2004

 
*Ah chew!* Opps. Yeah, still sick. Today's SRP was probably the best. As the Year 2s & 3s were in the classroom reading, the Year 1s was being scolded upside down, inside out by Mr Lim. Lmao. I was laughing throughout SRP. Seriously, this bunch of kiddos really deserved it. I so nearly scolded a bunch of them every morning for blocking my way to the assembly ground. The majority of them are an inconsiderate bunch, coming to sch (The guys) to get to know more gals (Same) & to go into a R/S. Whenever they walk past classes, they will talk so loud & drag their footwears, disrupting our lessons. Then they hog the canteen during recess like kings & queens. But juz like wat Mr Lim say, they can juz get a form & quit sch immediately. Lol, pls do quit sch, suckas.

Then there was PE. Splendid one today. We were divided up into, TAF, Sports, Non Sports, Ladies & Gentlemen. And as the teachers were allocating themselves to take charge of which group, I was praying that Mr Veylu? took me. At first we thought Mr 'Evil Botak' Chua was taking us. Luckily he didnt. Rizal & Kevin joined us instead of the TAF club. Funny. But the both of them will regret it later on. During warm up, Mr Veylu had no idea wat to do with us for 2 periods at 1st. Then he asked if we wanted to go for a run outside sch & most of us responded with a "Yes!". And so after warm up, he brought us running around part of Bukit Batok estate & Bukit Batok Nature Park before going back to sch. As I calculated, it was easily more than 5km & close to 7km. Lmao. Less than a quarter through the run, Kevin couldnt take it anymore. I told Mr Veylu abt it but he didnt quite bother at 1st. So I slowed down & accompanied Kevin. Then halfway through, Mr Veylu realised that the gap between us & the group was getting too big. He asked me to go ahead & join the rest while he take care of Kevin. Slowly, Rizal joined him too. Our pitstop was at the end of the Nature Park. Nice scenary of the hills. Hee. Then we headed back to sch. Fun! I was the 4th to reach sch of the 13 people. Dont feel tired at all, though I walk quite a lot towards the end. Hee.

Saw Arifah during recess, but didnt talk to her coz I didnt want others to know that we know each other. While eating, Kai Wei kept on mentioning abt skipping sch tmr. Argh. Cant he ever learn to keep his mouth shut at the right time? A group of teachers were sitting beside us only! Had a nice chat with Mr Ng too. He joked that I still hvnt return him my star to be put in 03A1. Haha. If only he was home tutor of 03A4...

After recess, had a usual boring GP. Talk talk talk is all she knows. Then it was SEA Hist by Mr Lee. Did nothing as my classmates kept on going out of topic. And finally Econs, slack slack slack Mr Pillai. I juz like him. Lol. Studied a bit for my Mgt test during lunchbreak, but in the end I was spending most of my time taking a nap at the Librarians Den with Kevin, Hong Ming, Rizal & Vengky. Also learnt that my interview with the Mrs Ong for the SC/FL nominees is tmr. Who cares? I'm skipping sch tmr anyway. Mgt test was alright. Hopefully I can past with my 'smoking' again. Had a relax tutorial afterwards.

After sch, went to see a doc. Got myself a MC for tmr too. Hee. Yeah. Now I dont have the attend the lame PU2 Fun Day. Join me in skipping sch tmr my fellow PU2 mates!

Till then before I update my blogs again, adios amigos. *Drowsy after taking medicine*
Freddy posted this at 8:44 PM.

Wednesday, February 04, 2004

 
Juz found out from my friends that, that bitch was looking for me again. Damnit, cant she juz leave me alone! Argh! Now, feeling very uncomfortable too. Ok, used up 6 packets of tissues today. Brought 3 to sch, friend gave me 1, bought another 2 during lunch. Damn mucus in my nose is still flowing like river. Worst, coughing. Luckily my throat isnt as bad as it was on Monday. Hopefully tmr I'll be fully, ill & then I can get 2 days of MC & skip sch on Friday. Haha!
Freddy posted this at 9:12 PM.

 
Hmm... my blogs is gonna be 1 year old on the 21st of this month... Hee... But I'm planning to move to a new blog site either this week or by the 14th Feb... Now, I need your suggestion folks. What should I name my new blogspot site? Pls msg me in mIRC or MSN to give me some ideas! Thx!
Freddy posted this at 7:53 PM.

 
Tired! Bleah. Today aint any much better. Ha. But for some other reasons. I was nearly late for sch again. Then after morning assembly, a teacher went up to the stage to make an announcement.

"Will the following students pls stay back after assembly & see me in the canteen... ...Nur Fariha from 03A4... ... Freddy Ng from 03A4... ...ReyYn Yan Shen from 03A4..."

Wait a min, did I hear my name? Alright, I guessed its abt the SC/FL nomination meeting that I skipped after sch yesterday. After we were being dismiss back to our class, my home tutor approached me. Then he spoked to me...

"Freddy, tmr I want to see u change back your hairstyle back to last year's..."

I stared at him blurly, blinking my eyes & said ok. After he left, my friends surrounded me & looked at me too. I blinked my eyes at them before Reynn said, "I thought... this was your hairstyle last year too..." And I answered, "Ya..." Well never mind, Mr Lee muz have been dreaming again. Always blur. After that, both Reynn & me went to canteen to meet the teacher. Oh well, he gave a questionaire to fill in & asked who wanted to drop out as a candidate. Damn I shld have said I wanted to drop out instead of keeping quiet. Argh. Ok. So I spent the entire day in class trying my very best to answer the questionaire. In the end, I filled in crap half the time. I also asked my friends wat was yesterday's meeting abt & they told me. After your interview, u'll be selected for campaign. U muz come out with a slogan & go around the canteen during break time convincing others to vote for u. U know, like the usual political elections. Then I joked with them tat my slogan was, "Join the Anti Alien Association today! Do not vote for him! U'll regret! Down with Fandi!" Haha. Everybody laughed loudly saying they will definitely support me if I really wanna stand against him. Then again, no thx. I'm not interested.

After sch, 1st group of interviews was conducted. I asked my friends how was it. Well, the principal, vice principal, some teachers, some student councillors will be present. You will be questioned for 10mins. Sounds stressful huh? Duh. Well then during Library while the teachers were having a meeting, I was called out by Mrs Mayer twice. 1st time, I was shelving my books when she called, "Freddy? Come here." And I walked over thinking something was gonna happened. Then she told me, "Thx, u can go back now. Juz want to see who are u." (ZzZzZ) Then a while later she called me again, this time with Hong Ming too. She then said, "We are selecting the both of u to attend the Leadership Course. This is becoz we find the both of u responsible. Once u have attended the course, the both of u will be appointed to posts in the Library Committee. The course will be on the 28th of Feb, any problems?"

I was again in a daze. I thought Vengky was gonna get it. I thought for awhile before agreeing. At least it isnt Fandi whois being selected. Well, juz attend. I'm not gonna him ruin us in CCA. But I still think that Vengky was someone more worthy than me, at least. Hopefully I do not become the President, seriously no. Hong Ming can have it. I'll be more than glad to have as little responsibilities & do as little work as possible. I'm happier playing the supporting role, but never the main role. Yeah, that's juz me...
Freddy posted this at 7:43 PM.